SiCKO

Just saw this documentary. I know that the US don't have an universal health care but it seems very scary when I'm was watching it. It just like even for people with health plan, there are still no service. So why need a health plan anyway? But I always find insurance companies evil. It seems that everything is covered until you need to ask the insurance company to pay for things. Then everything is not covered...

To be honest though, our house was robbed once, and we sort of get something back from the insurance company. I think like 30% of what we lost? Anyway, I highly recommend people to watch this. But take it with a grain of salt though. When watching these sort of film/news, I feel that they never really tell you the whole picture. There's always a little propaganda and their own view.

風與生命 : Typhoon and life

Many things come by so fast all of a sudden. It's things that I can't really control and thinking/worrying about it won't do any good. So I just try to ignore them, but it's very hard to do. Now they are passed and we hope it won't come back EVER.

It's sort of like a typhoon, so rough and comes in really fast and even though you are prepared for it, you really don't know how it will be when the storm hits. Well, we made by untouched and relieved. And it just like a typhoon, after it's gone, comes the most beautiful day. And I'm living under that day now.

用心聽：Yelle — Pop-up

Haven't done a music topic for awhile mainly because after Amy Winehouse, I haven't really touch on anyone that's make me really excited. (I don't much about music but I know what makes me happy :-D kekeke). I like Adele's "Chasing pavement" which's lyric is awesome and also Gary Jules's "Mad world" which I saw in Youtube with that kiwi dying for his dream. Sad but bring a positive message.

Then, there's Yelle. I have no idea who she is. But the song "Je veux te voir" (My sight on you) I think... my french are so limited. =_= THIS SONG IS NOW EMBEDDED INTO MY MIND!!! It has this 80s feel to it and she sort of talk in her singing. Then I went on Youtube to see if there are a video for it. And now, the video is in my mind too. She is so 80s, and it's so cool! I'm now waiting for this CD to arrive from amazon.

I think 80s is really making a come back. I think I need to look for more 80 feel clothings.

Click the title to Yelle's offical site and the youtube link is here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FsrN3qxX2Yw

*Je veux te voir actually means "I want to see you" SEE, my french suck...

點解會咁？(Why it's like this?)

There's this negative karma energy going on currently. It's like putting people against each other in order to achieve a goal. I wouldn't call it back stabbing but it's not that much better. It's more like lies and make up stuffs and actually believing it to be true by some people.

Ego is such a scary thing. People die defending it. They just couldn't take the fact that sometime they could be wrong and changes are actually good. "You can't really stay inside your comfort zone forever". I actually got this saying from the person that is not leaving his comfort zone now. He always needed to go back to something he knows and won't accept the fact that there are different ways of doing the same thing. Not just his way. (I'm think I'm like rambling again)

Sometime I feel that I compromise myself abit too much and not really stand up to what I really wanted. I think I just hated confrontation. I've been to into a couple of them, but seems there is a feel of bitterness after it. I guess it's only human. And those that said "I love to have a good argument" are people who can't lose and have to have it their way. They are just trying to justify the fact that they can't accept different thinking by saying that argument is good. (Just my observations). hehehehe

Sugar coating stuffs is good. Who ever say it isn't and that just speak bluntly are so off! They said that because they don't know the art of communication. It's so easy to just be blunt and then ends it with "Please don't take it personality". That is so wrong, unless that person is professional to the extreme and have no feeling, there's absolutely NO WAY that they won't feel bad. There are always way to say the same thing nicely and make it more like a suggestion. Makes the other more open and less defensive and you actually get your point across.

When you are rude, even if you are right, the person is offended. Just because you are right, it doesn't mean you can be all rude and an asshole about it. Cos one day, you will make mistake and it's going to come back to you. I've been the mistake one, and also the right one. There's no need to take it to heart and make the others miserable. I'm still trying my best to not be an asshole sometime. Whenever I feel I'm becoming one, I think to myself "It's just a job, people make mistake, and I don't have to take this after 6" and repeat it till I lost my concentration. hehehee. But, if it's on a personal level (nothing job related), then I will hate you for life. And by hating, I mean like not talking to you, or won't rescue you if you are hanging off a cliff or something. (Actually I think I would, but after I saved you, I will still not talk to you). wkakakaka

You give out honey, you gets candy back. You give sour, you get sour~ Karma people!

*I love this puggy coin purse. It sugar coats all the 10/20/50 cents that are useless and evil!

要充電 (I need a charge!)

I've been pretty much just staying at home, going to work, staying at home *repeat. And it's really starting to tired me out. I need a charge! I need a vacation I think, just to add abit of outside energy! Sigh, but have to wait till after April first since I got a little weight competition going on with Chris. It's either Diet or Die! And $1000 is on the line. Give me strength people!!! Raghhhhh